I wanna run with the Wild Horses

All I want is...
To face the fear but, not feel scared

Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
& run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses!

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare back, care free along the shore
If only that someone, was me-
Jumping head first headlong without a thought
To act and damn the consequence!
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

I wanna run with the wild horses

Loosing my Way

Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

I'm losing my way I keep losing my way...

I don't know what to make of my life right now...
One day I'm flying high on optimism, seeing the future and loving it, enjoying the laughter and the late nights. The next, I'm wallowing in self pity wondering to myself where the time went and trying to cope with the burden of school. Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down right? Well right now, I'm down; I am very much down. Very down. And I'm trying to talk to myself telling myself to remain calm and breathe.
This is such a struggle for me. I am balancing school and trying to confine my social time. It's not working-nothing of it is working and everyday is a struggle. I want it to stop.