OMG I have done 15 posts so far and have published NONE! Man wat a procrastinator I am!! I intended to publish them all but they've all back up on me and I don't know how im going to edit & spell check all 15. No, no there is no time limit or anything that I need to complete it by, but my life isnt going to wait on me to edit bogs and post 15 blogs! my life is rolling wheel goin up hill and down valleys, over rocks and under bridges, through raging waters and in calm seas; never stopping. As my life continues so will my posts, I need to get these 15 off of my hands before I get myself into anymore 'adventures' that I may need to blog about.
To think that blogger.com was supposed to help me "release," its only adding to my lifes tension, AND an ever growing ToDo List: Edit & spell check 15 posts and publish them.

ok i think i have mellowed. im breathing easiER now, but still on edge. company help, supportive company definitely helps. i still want to collapse to the ground occasionally when i think about this "predicament" i have found myself in, when i think about it all; it friggin weighs alot!! and i want to fall to the ground and shake it out.
I can move on from this, I will move on from it. This is not the end of the world and yess it is going to be hard but no one said it was ever going to be easy so i have to go through it live learn and be better